waking up?

medyo weird lang ang gising ko kaninang umaga. it felt weird and painful…

there was a time na nagising ako na sobrang sakit ng dibdib. i dunno if it was a heartburn attack, pero parang ganun. kasi may creeping-like feeling paitaas papunta sa may heart area ko. pero kaninang umaga, iba ‘to, iba yung pain. di ko nga sure kung rib cage ko ba ang masakit or some muscle inside. ewan ko ba. siguro dahil ‘to a cushion effect na naramdaman ko kagabi. medyo mahirap lang huminga talaga, lalo na nung isang Friday last year (refer to this: https://imshattered.wordpress.com/2010/02/20/friday-turnaround/). ayoko namang maging ganito ang hitsura ko pagdating ng panahon, haha. Ichigo of Bleach

I remember yung scene na naging ganyan yung form niya and he attacked one of his friends. well, di naman kasi siya conscious nung time na naging ganyan siya. anyway, ayoko rin na mangyari sakin na dahil sa sakit na nararamdaman ko eh makasakit na rin ako ng ibang tao. sa ngayon, i still have control. pero dahil na rin sa mga nangyari sakin lately, i don’t until when am I able to handle this.😐

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