Bipolar Disorder…

in my psychology 101 class, pinag-aralan namin yang psychological disorder na yan…nung malaman ko yung symptoms, nagulat ako

halos kapareho ng nararanasan ko ngayon

though baka nga hindi pa nga ito yung disorder na yun at umaarte lang ako na may sakit

nung elementary ako, masayahin naman ako nun

maingay, friendly, makulit, hyperactive

nung high school years ko lumipat ako ng school

ok pa naman

hanggang sa “matutunan” kong ma-depress

i cried for weeks ata nung super sad ko nun

hindi ko alam ang gagawin that time kasi nga masaya dapat ako

college days

transition in life ulet

ok ulet nung una

pero lumalala habang tumatagal

hanggang ngayon

ganun pa rin

feeling ko talagang may problema na ako

ayoko magpakonsulta

una magastos

pangalawa may ongoing therapy ako sa panga

hai

nilalabanan ko naman ‘to

pag aware akong malungkot akocnaghahanap ako ng kausap

worse comes to worse kung wala akong makausap

maybe i’ll end up talking with the cat

hai

oh well

it’s either i admit/do something about it

OR

admit it AND do something about it

3 Responses

  1. HISTRIONIC.:) HAHA

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